
Life ain’t it crooked, man, ain’t it strange
Spend it all on anticipation, never get no change
You can bet, you can gamble, you’re bound to lose it all.
Sound of the sweet, the cream of the crop,
While love only one.
If you’ve got something to say,
I’ve made up my mind.
I’ve been wondering where to draw the line. (Feral Foster)
Matt uses the metaphor of cartography to express the functions of his gaze, delimiting a sublime threshold. An asymptotic trajectory of desire for change is barred from realization by structures of loss and lack. Matt addresses the exploitation constituting reality in relation to his own intellectual labor:
There’s an art show way up in the Boogie Down. That’s right tonight.
Tell all your friends to So Bro and we’re gonna turn this place around.
But Lisa of Mott Haven has a daughter the age of four.
Her daughter will be slain tonight by a bullet through her floor.
But Lisa won’t cry, Lisa won’t weep, she won’t live in fright.
Lisa there’s free cheese, there’s free wine, in your home tonight. (Feral Foster)
The antique parchment of Matt’s cartography is engraved with oppositions and inversions of space as he maps a calculated migration of hipsters. When Lisa’s child is murdered by a stray bullet from beneath her feet, the redemptive function of her suppuration is inhibited and overshadowed by the freedom to consume. Matt locates himself through self-critical play with history, drawing on the space of Mott Haven to contextualize his position within processes of gentrification.





Mott Haven was founded in 1850 as an industrial village by the developer Jordan L. Mott who owned the nearby iron works. As elevated railways brought waves of German, Jewish and Italian immigrants through the late nineteenth and early twentieth century, the neighborhood became vibrant with elegant row-houses and a thriving piano manufacturing industry. The affluent working and middle class immigrant neighborhood declined following World War II when heavy industry diminished and old residencies were demolished in slum clearance programs, displaced with low income public housing concentrating black and Puerto Rican residents. When Matt apprehends the space, he sees vacant lots and abandoned buildings, a fact he reads through a nostalgic lens:
It was June 6th 1944.
A lonesome migrant finds himself again at war.
And he left his home fifteen years ago,
Only to find himself back home.
Wandering around the place he was a boy,
He’s tired of being a …
Only to find his long lost love in the brothel he stayed last night.
Now he’s been wondering where to draw the line. (Feral Foster)
The meandering path—leading away from, and back towards, the home—reflects cyclic rhythms restructuring Mott Haven. Matt locates his avatar in historical coordinates of urban transformation to address a dialectic in which present concerns are articulated through an imagined past. Finding his lost object of desire possessed by an exploitative system of relations, the migrant wonders “where to draw the line.”

Feeding the Fire
by Charles Dickenson